Mencintaimu…seperti menjadi air
Kemana bergerak, kemana mengalir terus mengikuti
Tetap menjadi diriku, tetap menjadi air yang bergerak terkadang pelan
Terkadang deras tanpa batas

Mencintaimu..seperti menguak segala rasa dalam diri
Ada kejujuran yang kadang pahit untuk diutarakan
Ada manis yang teramat manis saat sedang dipadukan
Ada gejolak panas membara saat disatukan
Ada juga khawatir dan gelisah saat tersadar kalau berdua mungkin tak pernah ada

Sudah kupaham geraknya
Kadang menggelegak gila tanpa batas
Kadang surut nyaris hilang tak berbekas
Kadang membuncah, meruah, tak tahan untuk meretas

Selalu cerita lama yang sama
Tak bias hidup tanpanya, hampa tanpa peluknya
Tapi sekarang memang sudah tak ada rasa
Hanya sekedar mengira2 mungkin ini tak akan pernah jadi nyata

Dont know how to express it in a better way,
but I knew somebody kept his promise.
To take care of me and makes me happy everyday...
today feels like the best of best day in my life,
where I feel so loved by lots of friends, family and Him
another year I passed with all the strength and passion
with all the tears and laugh
with everything impossible that become possible with patient
I wish nothing but another bucket of patient, that will keep me going,
that will keep me smiling with anything I might face in the future..
Let me be with him who makes my day so special today...
let us keep going stronger and wiser
hope today will last as the best of best day at least until tomorrow comes

love, life, and no lies

Don't... don't you wish we tried?
Do you feel what I feel inside?
You know our love is stronger than pride... oh
No don't... don't let your anger grow
Just tell me what you need me to know
Please talk to me, don't close the door

Hmmm, 'cause I wanna hear you
I wanna be near you

Don't fight, don't argue
Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Don't turn me away
Don't tell me to go

Don't!... Don't give up on trust
Don't give up on me, on us
If we could just hold on long enough

Hmmm, we can do it
We'll get through it

Don't fight, don't argue
Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Don't turn me away, don't tell me to go

Don't pretend that it's okay
Things won't get better that way
Don't do something you might regret someday...
Don't!

Don't give up on me
Hmm, Don't!
(We can do it) We'll get through it

Don't fight, don't argue
Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Don't turn me away, don't tell me to go

I saw happiness in his eyes
I saw love in there too..
my eyes warm with tears
i can feel it that maybe this time...

maybe it's the time
maybe it's the moment..
and I smile...and hug him so tight
I saw his puzzled eyes now..
I smiled again...and I shakes my head

maybe this time still not the right time

-s-

bukan....ini bukan mati rasa seperti lagunya dewi sandra.
ini lebih dari sekedar gambaran perasaan
perasaan ini memang harus dibunuh mati saja,
mulai lelah menjadi yang selalu mengerti...
mereka yang haus hormat, mereka yang rakus, mereka yang pemuja uang,
mereka yang merasa sudah tau banyak padahal belum juga selesai membaca judul 'buku'nya,
mereka yang mencintai dirinya lebih dari apapun, mereka yang merasa paling menderita,
meraka yang bilang kalau diri ini yang terlalu kuat...terlalu tangguh...terlalu idealis..

capek....
daripada sedih dan frustrasi
rasa ini memang lebih baik dibuat mati...
sampai akhirnya jadi kebal....terserah mau jadi apa
terserah apa kata mereka
kuberi apa yang kuterima...
dan sekarang memang sudah waktunya mematikan rasa..

Even if you were a million miles away,I can still feel you in my bed near me, touch me, feel me
and even at the bottom of the sea i can still her it inside my head tellin me ,touch me, feel me, and all the time you were tellin me lies,

so tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you, im gonna hold on to the times that we had,tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you,

have you ever tried sleepin with a broken heart? well you can try slepin in my bed lonley, on me, nobody ever shut it down like youoo, you wore the crown you made my body feel without a doubt, why don't you hold me, need me, i thought you told me youd never leave me, lookin in the sky i can see your face then i know right where i fit in take me, make me, you know that ill always be in love with you right till the end

so tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you, tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you, im gonna hold on to the times that we had,tonight im gonna find a way to make it without you,

Anybody coulda told you right from the start it's bout ta fall apart,so rather than hold on to a broken dream or just hold on to love, and they can find a way to make it, don't hold on to tight i'll make it without you tonight

-ms. keys-

You distance yourself
From your heart
But I hold mine proud
You might accept or deny
The power of feeling
But the world knows its strength
This may be my madness
Or the way of love
You are blind to resist
The love this craving heart holds for you
Even if you never come, I will wait
Then, one solitary day
Breathe no more
If you call me then
I will never return

(still haven't cured my wound)

finally..... i can say finally am over it
no more images and imaginations about him
those thinking that feel so intoxicating
something addictive about this picture of us being hand in hand together
but few days ago...i didn't feel it anymore
it just gone...i didn't feel your presence anymore
and am not sad...am kind of happy at the end
this what am looking for
back to my sane mind
and i'd like to say goodbye...to you and to us

still thinking about you....
and the pain is growing like crazy
cus i knew that there's no way for us...
i still think about you even when am with him
i just cant stop this feeling
i just cant stop thinking that you might be the one for me

again i was wondering....
how it's going to be...if we ever meet again
sometimes i miss you so much...i tried to remember you as clear as i could
try to touch your face with my mind, try to hear your voice with my soul
you are so real cus you are so far away
i was wondering...
if we ever meet again is it going to be this exciting
are you really the one that am looking for
are you really the one that i want to be with forever
are you really the one who will love me as much as im going to love you
and i'll keep wondering...because I really dont know what will happen later
what will fate brings us...what will time do to us

...more for my ba-bee